KB's Thoughts

Rescue Card / Meditation 

Hi friends! Im excited to start discussions on a new idea I have which Im calling the Rescue Card. 

In September of 2024, I had a PTSD episode that I considered a mental breakdown. I was emotionally paralyzed and found it impossible to do anything other than finding solice in my basement. Once I felt comfortable, I began spending literally all of my time in meditation. Some moments were spent finding my way back to spirituality but most were in deep meditative thought. I had a difficult time at first too. As an adhd sufferer, I cant tell you how many moments were spent getting off topic. The first time I sat there and really meditated, I spent a little over 7 hours. I needed to find the space that people speak of when they refer to this practice and what I found was simple. If our lungs have 100% air capacity, how much are we really using through out our day? Sometimes, we breathe fast and shallow while other moments find us slow and deep. In those slow and deep breaths, I found I wasnt using the rremaining 10-15% of my lung space. Peace for me lied within emptying the bottom of my lungs to literally 0%. 

I contribute the rebound described above to a foundation of meditation through an app called Headspace. The founder, Andy narrates you peacefully through guided breathing that provides peace and relaxation. At this moment, I have over 4000 minutes clocked and still going! Through discussions with my therapist, I learned quite a bit on scanning your body, focusing deeply on breath and counting your breaths up to 10. If you have interest in trying out this app, heres a 30 day pass. Im not an affiliate of headspace. This is from me to you:) Also if this app isnt of interest but you'd still like to learn, I'd love to help. 

Meditation is just one of the 7+ remedies I plan on sharing with this rescue card. 

Fun things ahead!

KB

Not Everyone Wants To Be Famous 

When I started playing music for a living at 21 and understanding that it was possible to do so, I thought my shit didn’t stink. I thought talent alone could take me to the top and the top in my head was world stages and the level of John Mayer😂 I laugh because looking back, my trajectory was to fizzle out like the Coke in my Bacardi. 4 years shy of 40 and Im picking up the crumbs that are leading me to the path of understanding who I am. I enjoy being a member of my community. I enjoy being a sober friend and family member. I enjoy doing our yard work and making our space homey and warm. Humanity has to get out of the habit of thinking every person with talent wants to be famous. For me, its talent shows. A few times a week, I have to put someone at ease by telling them im not interested in American Idol or The Voice or Americas Got Talent. It’s always an invitation to educate civilians on the basis of talent shows that makes no one the wiser. It’s time wasted.

If you want to help me on my music career path, listen to my music. Purchase new releases on BANDCAMP(https://kevinbabb.bandcamp.com/album/contender-sessions). Attend some shows. These things make me feel like I'm an accomplished musician, not this falls offering of the next “woe-is-me” singer. 

I say it with love,

KB